Dysphoric

Dysphoric Manic or Dysphoric Depressed.
They both produce UNRELENTING pain to the oppressed and UNTHINKABLE pain to a normal
The hardwire of my brain gets corroded and cluttered by pumpkin guts and cobwebs.
Its presence is there both when I wake up and when I lie down
I CANNOT escape the wake of the devastation it causes.
Time and again I fall prey to its own hunger.
It does NOT matter that I desire to escape the constant tormenting of my brain, for what matters is the delicate mind of the survivor left behind to deal with the aftermath of the suicide.

By: Diane McDaniel.