June 12, 2018 - Visited my hair salon today for both a haircut and hair color consult. I really think I want to make a drastic hair change and start the process of having white hair. I always desire hair change when I'm not content with my image. But, I think too, I'm ready for something different. Jayne said it will put 10 years on me. I have time to decide, but I'm not making a rash decision. I've been wanting different for a while.
Met Betty today for tea and quality conversation. I'm so very grateful for our friendship. She allowed me to process more of my TK experience. I'm a bit unsure about what's going on with me. I'm feeling restless. I want to be busy doing something---shopping---either in store or online. I'm not suicidal. That's a plus. I'm having body image issues, shopping issues and sleeping issues but suicidal ideations are not an issue. Looking forward to my time with my therapist in the morning.