June 12, 2018 - Visited my hair salon today for both a haircut and hair color consult.  I really think I want to make a drastic hair change and start the process of having white hair.  I always desire hair change when I'm not content with my image.  But, I think too, I'm ready for something different.  Jayne said it will put 10 years on me.  I have time to decide, but I'm not making a rash decision.  I've been wanting different for a while.

Met Betty today for tea and quality conversation.  I'm so very grateful for our friendship.  She allowed me to process more of my TK experience.  I'm a bit unsure about what's going on with me.  I'm feeling restless.  I want to be busy doing something---shopping---either in store or online.  I'm not suicidal.  That's a plus.  I'm having body image issues, shopping issues and sleeping issues but suicidal ideations are not an issue.  Looking forward to my time with my therapist in the morning.